Monday, 31 October 2011

31st Oct 11:40pm


This evening I just sat with the kids all night, watching their gospel music videos and cuddling them. At about half 8 I went around and said goodbye to everyone, it was quite upsetting, I’m going to miss each and every one so much!

Margaret took my email, so hopefully she can keep in touch a bit, but I’m not sure where the orphanage kids would get internet from. I got into bed and started to cry. Now after all my wanting to go home, I wish I could stay.

I couldn’t sleep so I put my iPod on and Shakira – gypsy, came on, it related to my trip so much I cried all over again.

31st Oct 5:40pm

When I went back down the children were still doing exams, so I came back to the house and played with Amanda, she struggled to eat dinner, so we played the aeroplane game again. She finished every last bit.


Once the older girls finished school I took a few of them to buy the sodas Tom had promised to buy them. Or some reason the shop was shut, so we went to one further down. I didn’t realise but there are shops all over.

We got back to Amani house and I spent some time with all the kids watching 101 Dalmatians and then a group outside on the steps just wanted to cuddle. We played jump rope games and then I decided I should probably go so the mommas could let them nap.






After I had gotton my things organised I went to see Stephen, who wasn’t feeling too well still. He was sleepy and coughing so I sat and rocked him to sleep, he’s so tiny in my arms, and it seemed to work because he perked up loads after that.

I just got back from helping the mommas and some of the standard 4 girls peel potatoes, it took forever to peel enough potatoes for all the kids in the orphanage and some of the girls were using huge ‘murderers knives’ top cut with.


One thing I forgot to mention from yesterday was the sky. I went outside around 8:30pm to see if the kids were still up (they weren’t) but I stayed outside laid on an old bench staring at the night sky; it was so clear and the stars were so brings. Truly beautiful.

I just laid there letting my eyes get accustomed to the dark. The longer I stayed to more stars appeared. I loved it.

I also walked Pamela home to say goodbye, and I saw Calvin too, he gave me a massive hug and said he would miss me a lot. I’ll miss them both too.

31st Oct 12:20pm

At 10:30am I went to porridge, and with Margaret’s help, handed out the solar lamps, the children were so excited. I took photos with each of them and showed them how they work. At porridge I sat with the children and asked about their exams and watched them playing football. Whenever I have my camera the children always want pictures with me!






Soon I’m going back down to the school to see if the children are done with their exams.

I would normally have dinner but I feel so unwell I don’t think I should eat anything. Just sip my yummy boiled, then cooled, water. Ahem.


31st Oct 8:50am

This morning, I went to assembly and took some videos of the children singing and dancing. I was shocked to see the children having their nails checked. If they had dirty nails they were sent to the steps and scolded.


I felt so guilty because my nails are so black. When we did the blackboards I tried to wash the brushed out with water and soap in my hands. BIG MISTAKE.  It turned my hands and nails black and made an oil slick. We used kerosene to clean up after that.

I intended to go help out in lessons since it’s my last day! But all the children have exams again this morning, even baby class., so I’m going to pack and do some of my own school work.

Sunday, 30 October 2011

30th Oct 10:50pm

I am about to go to sleep, there is nothing to do, the kids are in bed ready for school tomorrow, the mommas are busy and there are no other volunteers.

I just wanted to write because there are a few things I was thinking about that I don’t think I’ve mentioned the first… The children have books to write in; but it’s just paper wrapped in newspaper à they have all backed their books with newspaper. It first I wondered why they had brought a bag full of newspapers to school! Haha!

The second… I’ve seen so many monkeys its untrue, I keep trying to take a photo but I never have my camera! There was a really big one yesterday jumping and swinging from tree to tree, I will try and get a photo because there are pretty cool.

I also saw a bush baby, there quite small actually.

                           


30th Oct 7:40 pm


After dinner I went to the waterfall with Alex and Lovein, two of the boys from the orphanage. I figured it wouldn’t be far if the boys were allowed to go. Boy was I wrong?

We walked for about an hour and a bit. Now I’ve done d of e gold, twice. I’m a tough cookie, but the heat, the dust, the sheer height we climbed left me so sweaty, my heart was racing in my head and my thighs were spasming. I looked over at Lovein and Alex who were running up the hill in flip flops! I had walking boots on and I was struggling.




It was so worth the throbbing in my head and legs, once we got to the water fall. It was spectacular, the water was so clear and it was so high there was a breeze (which helped the overheating situation)




I can’t explain how beautiful it was, when you looked up it felt like an age until you saw blue sky.

Once we got back (which was much easier downhill) I guzzled a load of water and then went to find Calvin, one of the boys who is getting a solar lamp.

I found him explained how it worked and he just threw his arms around me, thanking me over and over. It was nice to see true gratitude. Some of the children become greedy when it comes to sweets or stationary.

30th Oct 2:10pm

At dinner Amanda and Stephen were both poorly, so to get them to eat something, we played the aeroplane game.

Neeuuuummm!!